A traditional Sunday roast: roast beef, vegeta...

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Today my extended family gathered to have Sunday dinner at my mom and dad’s house. While there, I had the opportunity to talk to the majority of my family members via skype. It was nice to talk to them but I was a little jealous that they were having a good ole Sunday meal, especially since my dinner consisted of cereal and milk.  For lunch, I did have a Sunday roast, which is a traditional meal of roast beef, vegetables, gravy, potatoes, and yorkshire pudding. It was good, but I was not feeling too well so I did not get to enjoy it as much as I would have liked to.

I noticed that today I have been acting distant with the flatmates that I usually talk to daily. Sometimes, I just want to be by myself, soak things in and just enjoy my own company. Even when I lived in the U.S., I would get in moods like this when I desired to be by myself. Today, I find myself getting annoyed at things or people that usually would not upset me. When I am in a mood and I am feeling “some kinda way,” I prefer to be by myself so that my bad mood does not rub off on others or that I am not abrasive or rude to innocent people. So that is why I prefer to stay in my room today.

Even though, I was in my room all day, I have not felt motivated to do any work on the assisgnment due next week, despite the fact that I could have gotten it done early if I did it this weekend. Oh well…..

 Like the Monica song from the 90’s, “It’s just one of them dayz that a girl goes through, when I’m angry inside I don’t wanna take it out on you. It’s just one of them dayz. Don’t take it personal, I just wanna be out alone….”

Hopefully tomorrow will be better as I need to get out of this funk. I’ll pray about it.

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